| unhappiness
to a point that ... i can't spill them out to anyone... i cant find words that i feel comfortable to share them with anyone....
the list of matters awaiting for a solution have piled up to an extent that i cant breathe..
i cant breathe.
i cant sleep..
this is the worst stage of life i have ever had.
except for posting on xanga.. a place not much of the ppl around checks it anymore.... i truly find nowhere and no one to speak to
i wish i can focus in a career i enjoy... focus on the people i love and who still care about my existence...
friends friends friends... i didn't do the best i could have... and now i lost most part of it...
my heart aches so much when i type this out.....
no organization at all in this entry.. i just feel utterly BAD
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| i thought i can make it up but now i realize i can't.
i failed...
i really dunno wht i can do to have that little bit of forgiveness
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| it is really heart breaking
it really is..
how many more times do i have to check FaceBook every day?
how many more times do i have to check my sms inbox?
this place will never be the same
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| §A¤µ¤Ñ·í§Ú¬Æ»ò...
this song is in my head for 2 days... and keeeeeeeps repeating the same line.....
no more defending.
no more explaining.
maybe i was wrong and maybe i was selfish.... is there really nothing that might help in relieving the situation? |
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| did i do anything wrong again?
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